Ouh you guys know what? It's gonna be May 18th like real soon, tomoro. I know that it may not be any significance to you unless it's someone's birthday or what. Well for my case, May 18th marks our first month together, my girlfriend and me. Hehehehe. I have no idea if my girlfriend remembers or not. Maybe it's no biggy to her or something. Some couples i know off do not 'celebrate' monthly stuff. Well so do i. I juz wanna make it seem big tat's all, if you get what i mean. Especially when that somenoe is forever busy, and you wanna so-called test her. Hehehehe.

Actually right, this is like a back-up if my plan back fires. Who knows if she actually remembers and she 'hit's me first before i could 'hit' me. Get what i'm trying to say. Then she'll be like "Ahhh you forgot right?..." That kinda thing. So if such things happen i can easily ask her to refer her. I won't lose in the 'battle'. Heheheh i know i am mean that i don't give in. But playing games is fun, provided she knows i am playing games if not she'll be like interpretting it the wrong way or something, then it'll be *suspense music* OOPS!.

I think i will get to see her tomoro as i asked her juz now. But last minute stuff might pop up so i dunnoe. We shall see alright. Dunnoe if i could get her anything tomoro. Something nice and simple. I'm trying to wake up tomoro morning for a lil soccer game with my ex-classmates at bedok north. So maybe if i could i'll juz go around wherever and see what there is.

Ouh i think i knocked some 'maturity thoughts' into me juz now. Cuz i actually wanted to have this journal entry to really express my feelings about me and my gurlfriend not being able to meet up so often anymore that kinda thing. But juz now while praying, i actually thought and like thought that it's not her wish that she can't see me you know. Like she's just busy with chool and extra school activities. And i have no reasons to get moody or 'angry' (i'm not angry about this matter anyway, juz dunnoe wat word to put in here), cuz it's not her will like i said earlier. So yah i apologise to my gurlfriend for like ahving such thoughts before. Iy jus shows how immature and irreasonable i can get. I shall grow out of it someday! I WILL!

Uhm i also would like to apologise to those who read my journal entries and find it rather mushy or love-sickening-diddly-thingy you know that almost every entry, i would mention about me, my gurlfriend and our relationship. Yah hope you guys don't mind.

Woah k so it's a Monday! So far it is kinda boring. But the past few days have been nto quite of a boring day. Hmmm except for Fridae, i went out from Wednesdae till Sunday. Ok2 i will say what i did and where alright. hahaha juz wanna share with you guys.

Hmm Wednesdae Wednesdae. What did i do. Ouh yah i went to apply for a part-time job at carrfour with two of my friends, Hyder and Salma. After that we juz like chill at Peninsula area there. Yeah ok after all, wasnt such a bore.

Thursdae Thursday. Ouh! Got to meet my girlfriend Hehehehe yah been missing her manz. She's been busy and stuff. Hardly get to see her nowadays. So on Thursdae i juz accompanied her to tuition at Kembangan. After tat, i proceeded on to Kinokuniya @ Taka. To like hunt for ideas and look at some new graphic design books. Quite tiring though. I couldnt sit still at one spot. And after that i juz watched the town and went off.

Fridae stayed at home. Was oping i could fetch my gurl after her school activities on that day. But go tsome miscommunication so din get to fetch her. Don't get the wrong idea k. We din argue or anything like tat. Hehehehe.

Saturdae Saturday. Ouh uhm earlier part of the day like 1400hrs, went PK-ing (parkour-ing) with some guys off the forum at [link]. So yah we Pk-ed at the tampines area. Quite fun, but i wasnt able to push myself any further. Cuz i wasnt confident enough and my ankle isnt that well yet. Hahahahah and i got another injury . After some PK-ing, we had a game of tag at this carpark. Quite cool though and VERY tiring in fact. I was trying to run away from the guy who was about to tag me. So i climbed down this ledge, i lost my grip and i fall down to the first floor. There was this curb or whatever you cal it, about half a metres tall. SO my back kinda hit and 'grind' against it. So i have this blue-black bruise on my back, more to the left side. And for those who knew about my netball scar on the right elbow: Yah it got hit too a lil.

Ok so this is continued of the Saturdae Saturday k. Hmmm ouh i was supposed to meet my cuzzin and my friend who are from the same graffiti crew as i am, e!thiq wrytas. But i came to join later as i was kinda tired from the PK session we had earlier. Was quite frustrated with my cousin. You knwo why? He unintentionally played a 'catching' game with me. When i reached town, i planned to do my prayers first which i did, den uhm i call my cousniand asked where he was. he said he was at Lucky Plaza playing pool. And i wanted to join him. As soon as i reached there, he and the others werent there. "DAMN!" SO he said meet at Youth Park. Hahaha reached there din see him but saw another crew. He was at Orchard Cineleisure. I couldnt stand it so i juz stayed there till he came. What the hell!

Hmmm Sunday. Earlier part of the day i had to help my sister-in-law design an invitation card for her company. So i did such a simple and 'last-minute' kinda design. Hahahaha but she was ok with it. Then at ard 1600hrs+ i was off to Planet Paradigm at Singapore Shopping Centre which is around Dhoby Ghaut, to catch this punk rock gig. My friends' band, Frenzied Edge, was performing. So yah came down to support them too. Great performance! There were other bands like 20 Dischanger, one-eighty, objection overule, etc. Was there from like 1700hrs to 2100hrs+. Hmmm kinda enjoyed myself with the moshing and stuff. And you guys know what?? I got another bruise while moshing . Got this blue-black bruise on my left arm above the elbow. Gosh! Hahahahah. But actually i think i din really enjoyed it. At the time when i reached the place, i began thinking about my gurl. I really miss her. You can imagine those shows like this hudband would leave his friends at the pub and say "i'm going back to my wife.." If only my gurlfriend was at home, i'd go home right away. But anyway it's not that we're not at good terms. us tat she doesnt have time for me. So that kinda scenario wont really go with my situation. After that i went home. Ouh! i actually forgot that May 16th was my cousin's and sister's birthdae! Hahahaha Happy Belated Birthday to them!

That's all folks! Come back next time. Take care

OK! It's finally up! Hahaha nuthing big though But yah it's out. Hahaha my gurl saw it already and this was what she said on the MSN Messenger:-

<<< NoT A DoLL >>> says:
i saw already
<<< NoT A DoLL >>> says:
lawa

Yeah we're speaking Malay here for those of you who din noticed. And 'lawa' means nice. Yupz basically i think it's juz nice. *Blush* And also thanx to those who uhm have commented on the piece. Nice comments that is. Really appreciate it! Cuz like frankly i din really expect such comments. I feel that the deviation wasnt 'full' like milk with no cream. Get it? Hahahah ko ok another example: like tea with no sugar. *Urgh!* Any idea? Better do manz! Hahahaha

Ok2 for those who din get the previous few journals, this deviation is dedicated to my gurl alright. Yeah and the '06051987' is her birth-date. And Yani, is her name of course. Hehehehe..Yah and sorry for the delay alright.

Ok well the meaning of the piece was some what on the description of the deviation. Alright2 this is like the so-called elongated version of the meaning:-

See the beautiful heart in the circles and quarts and stuff? That heart is safe and secured. And those pixels or squares from the heart out of the square? Those are like pollen grains from a flower which is essential for the reproduction of plants. So there are these butterflies on the branches on the deviation in black. They're like supposed to spread the pollen around to other flowers. So the pollen represent the free-floating love which will someday bloom and grow. Get the whole picture??? No repeats! Hahhaha read and understand alright.

Ok guess what? I think my creative juices started reproducing over the weekend Hahahaha!! Whatever. Uhm yah well, i've been working on this vector art of mine for my gurlfriend. Still adding and substacting here and there. Yeah so i'm nto so sure when it'll be done. I still find the piece a lil empty, with some spaces like undefined. So i'll juz try to figure it out!

Ouh uhm this morning i just signed up for Hi5, this online thingy for friends. Something like Friendster, and MySpace. However i still prefer Friendster. Cuz they've got the privacy thingy, the degree of viewing and stuff. Yupz, so those who are connected through Hi5, feel free to add me to aight.

Ooo Weee...seems like my pockets and wallets are drying up. They need cash to revitalise! Hahahhaa yupz, the exams are over and here comes to long-waited holidays. But what would you do with 2 months of 'nothing-to-do'? Fuh! Complete boredom man, for my case especially. My day will start with a bathe, then switching on the computer, do stuff, and.......*dead* Hahahaha i'll be so damn bored. I was like thinking of getting a part-time job. But i tend to be very choosy over the job that i want. SO *shrugs*. I need the cash, i need some time to spend, i need to buy some stuff, and i need to.....*blah3*

Hahahahha ok guys...quite lengthy! Till next time..TAKE CAREZ!!!

Wow seems like everytime i log in, there's loads of deviations up. I am so thrilled. ahahhaha i mean like my other deviant friends are so like into what they're doing manz. Am i making sense? hahaha nvm tat.

I dunnoe why but i think i juz don't have the creative juices oozing out of my brains for this weekend. Fell so bored and restless. And i feel so 'pressurised'. No no not because of you guys k. Cuz i have been trying to do uhm vector art of people, but i juz don't have that patience to try and try harder.

Ouh remember from the last journal? I said i wanna get a deviation done to dedicate it to my girl? hahahaha i kinda scraped it though. Cuz i find it a little 'misleading'. As in there's no focus in the work. So sorry yah especially to my girl whom i think most probably will nto be reading this. Hehehehe yeah she's not a deviant-ist. So yah..hmmm wat else..

So basically i'm like out of my 'work' this weekend. So 'brain-washed', like my brain's so clean and there's nothing to creatively process. Hahhaa till next time! Charomanoz!